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♔ Tuesday, August 16, 2011 11:30 PM

» I Never Erase You From My Heart...

I never hate you... I just leave you because I want you to be happy.I feel so happy when all my friend who I leave is doing alright without me eventhought it hurt inside of my heart but i have to accept the fact that you are happy and I'm so grateful for you all.I know I don't deserve to be your friend because look at me a fat boy who is disrespectful toward other and want other to be there when he need something.

This year a bit mess for me.Everthing go wrong.First SPM, oh so tension need to revision and study everyday
have extra class so tired.Im so stress up.And then conflict of friendship that I started.I decide not to talk to my
best friend anymore because I know I don't deserve to be their friend.They all smart and look at me I just a
stupid boy who is in last class.I know they are ashamed to be my friend but dont have the courage to tell me.
But it alright i deserve all this.

Well throughout this year I have spend alot time with my classmate.Yeah they are kinda fun and funny.Yeah
I feel happy and almost forget everything about my best friend.Eventhought I look happy outside but inside
actually I feel hurt and sad.But that life...Life Must Go On...

But this few day I feel really tired and kinda sad because first this month is trial SPM OMG! all the question
is so hard and i don't study at all XD.But the reason I feel sad is because 1 of my best friend walk past my table
and wish me good luck and that make me so sad and that whole day I can't answer my exam properly because
I keep thinking about it and all my memory with my best friend.And yesterday when I on my motorcycle I saw her
on her motorcycle she decided to honk me.And that day everything almost change for me.

I decided to message her and my other friend.Well i feel a bit relief get to message them but the truth is I know
they can't accept me anymore in their life and I understand.If I in them situation I will do the same too =)

Thank For Everything =)...

Memory With My Best Friend...

Memory With My Classmate...